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INTERNSHIP EXPERIENCE @ ARCHITECT FIRM

2012-01-31T07:40:00.000-08:00

1^st week of introduction to the company was a surprise to me. I was actually expecting a firm with bigger human power since the company had produced numerous high reputation and good buildings like Taylor’s Lakeside Campus and Damansara Uptown residence. Then I realized that the workers here are well-contributed in controlling their time to complete their own tasks. This could be the reason a small scale firm with big achievements. Having to work in NWKA was fun. From small tasks like tidying up the material samples in the closet, to something like handling projects and experiencing all sorts of different work in the industry. I have witnessed the process of how buildings are plan from scratch and as well to the stage of construction drawings.

The experience that practicum has given me is really good that it helps me both academically and personally. As an architecture student, I got to know more about how this industry is operating in practice. Unlike studios and all, the company is mostly concern on pricing, whether or not the building design is nice, iconic or has a good aesthetic value. I have witnessed that the designer has no choice but to reduce the height of the bungalow and cut down the number of windows to save cost. Sometimes, the ‘decision power’ was not in the designer’s hands but client. I was told to propose a pitched roof design as client’s preference even though a flat roof was my first choice. All this I don’t get to experience in my design studios. I did realized that all building designs will go thru stages of modifications from time to time. There are plenty of corrections, changes to amend on drawings, model, perspective and details. Thus, flexibility is important, and as well time must be well-managed.

6 weeks seem to be a short working experience, but it had influenced me in thoughts and stuff. Well here some advice for you if you have decided to go for an internship in architect firm:
1. Do not hesitate to take any opportunity when you think it is within your ability.

2. Ask evey small details that you don't know. It's better to be foolish instead of pretending that you understand everything.

3. Try ask different kind of tasks instead of doing the same thing over and over again. Remember that your 1st mission is to LEARN.

4. Bare in mind, it's a golden chance to build your reputation for future. If you do a great job, people may like your performance and they will be happy to hire you when you have graduated.

That's it. hope this little small tips could be useful to you. Good Luck!

2012

2012-01-07T03:04:00.000-08:00

又是新的一年，一切又得再重来一遍了。

那些之前没做好的，比如说帮谁庆祝生日啊

将功补过的机会回来了

今年每什么特别的愿望

不过２０１２对大家来说

还是离不过末日啊什么的

而对我来说则是大学最后一年

还满期待毕业后的天地

健康啊

是唯一上帝偏心的东西

心想说，一些不爱自己的人

也可以拥有健壮的身体

而咱再怎么努力

再怎么恳求还是那个样子

迈入第五年了

要维持乐观是很难的

今年的第一战还好

抗战的日子要渐渐过去了

虽然还是那么的痛

血还是这样的流着

但还是要感谢上帝

调好了时间

让我在新年那两个星期

应该可以好好的过一番

这就是游戏规则

我知道的

今年的开场白

好像开始有些厌倦那些华丽的生活

那些奢侈的享受

已经不是咱渴望要的

就算是得花上三十块的食物

还是一帮朋友花钱的活动

比起以前，现在只想吃饱睡饱就算了

是不ｈａｐｐｅｎｉｎｇ一点

可是我已经不介意了

新一年

新希望

新目标

其他的

随缘吧

一一年的圣诞

2011-12-26T05:54:00.000-08:00

平安夜的我宅在家

欣赏了deck the halls

吃了顿皮萨套餐

等待着爸妈的到来

今年的圣诞节

虽然没有一帮朋友结伴去倒数

也没有像过往一样都和哥儿们旅行

然而和亲戚家人一起过也可以很温馨

像很久都没见的阿姨一样

每年都能从她手中拿到礼物

超开心的

现在的他们对我来说

姨丈啊，阿姨啊，还是婆婆

看着他们渐渐的苍老

似乎意味着我们都长大了

就像是一个生长过程

没有了以前的逗趣

没有了以往的玩闹

话题也大人化了

什么世界经济走势啊，哪个国家的大事啊

还蛮严肃的

不过都还好啦

至少咱还能搭得上

如果可以的话

很希望他们都别‘老得太快’

少一点皱纹，健健康康的活着

那就好了

让我兴奋不已的

当然是那意外的收获

顿时心情大好，乐呼呼

真没想过

你会这样在乎我

如果可以的我

还蛮想这样维持久一点

这个星期对我来说是个关键时刻

因为是恶魔的高峰期

我是蛮担心的

不过我要尝试去加倍乐观

用平静的心去迎战

然后快快乐乐的庆祝新年!

CAN'T..SLEEP?

2011-12-18T11:32:00.000-08:00

It's been a while the feeling of 'insomnia' had come to me. The worst part is that I still have to work for a whole Monday as intern. aiks hopefully i wont fall asleep later.

Seem i have left my English behind for quite some time as well. The feeling was awkward because i can't really figure out words and sentences to keep myself writing anymore. Deteriorate of language i suppose! Writing mandrain is such a nice thing to do for bloggies. lol

Typing all this shit out. What is it all about and WHY?
I used to ask silly question to myself where people might don't understand the reason i did that. To be frank i doubt myself as a jerk like i dont really speak well, do well, and all day pretend to be someone that the socially acceptable. It's hard for not being yourself but to follow people's mind-set. Life has been so tough if it continues all the way until you die.

Then you might ask yourself, WHAT have you been doing all these days when you were alive?
Answer is: waiting to die. isn't it sad? but it's so true. People trying to live, struggling to earn money and pay for the bills, food, even insurance to secure their life and survive.
Like for me, why am i studying so stressfully? answer: JUST to earn more money, get a better car, a better bungalow, a better living. All these shits I aint gonna bring along with me when i die. SO WHAT FOR? money is just a tool to satisfy needs. Or in other words, your desires. dont let it control u.

ahh. too much craps around.
im so wanna sleep.

因缘：金龙山万佛寺

2011-12-11T12:26:00.000-08:00

还记得不久前

在紫竹林地藏法会帮忙

巧遇失联已久的佩珊姐

因次而让我与金龙山结缘

这该是茫茫中的因缘吧

这次上山学佛，静修，当义工

主要是摆脱城市忙碌的环境

让自己能暂时脱离烦恼

放下一切欲望，念头，遐想等

让自己的身心得到最好的清静

在这里的生活算得了均衡

除了生活坐席得到协调外

吃的喝的都为素食，汤水

加上一定的体力消耗

身体里外好像也变壮一些

在万佛寺里每天的行程

除了早课晚课，打坐，跑向，法师开示等

其余的时间会到处帮忙，执行义工工作

让我印象深刻的莫过于最后一天的‘朝山’

在长达五百米的道路上赤着双脚

一跪一拜的念着‘阿弥陀佛’走回大殿

过程虽然辛苦得很

可是能完成这可算得大功德

可为自己的健康多贴佛陀保佑

四天的修行不算多

能够和金龙山结缘可谓咱的福报

明年今日若能抽空必会再上山

再为自己修身养心

再为佛教出一份力

咱的法喜充满

还像很难用文字来描述

总而言之

这些都是给自己的正面力量

阿弥陀佛

*各位善男子善女人，不防到此难得的‘世外桃源’一游

更多照片

第四集［完结篇］

2011-12-07T07:10:00.000-08:00

原本是想把它写得很长很屌的

可是现在睏了

毕竟明天还得早起床

所以就简介的写写吧

说那么快

建筑系第四学期昨天圆满结束

安然地回想着点点滴滴

高潮低落

这学期倒是挺好玩的

除了畅游韩国

还是椅子设计

都是非常难得的经验

说到分组

咱这次回避自己以往舒服的组别

去尝试和其他人合作的挑战

得到的经验也不奈

可以说 never try; never learn

倒说回来，回想起初时的我

有点迷失方向，迷失自己

很庆幸自己先在还是好好的熬过去了

然而说到建筑设计方面

咱自嘲它为‘PLAY SAFE’

说的‘安全’是指设计平凡而实用

没有弯曲的墙壁

没有屋顶花园

也没有少过九十度的墙角

多亏那野蛮导师的领导之下

咱倒是尽量吸收一些基本构造

一些建筑和绘图上的细节

可说从中获益不浅

咱倒是学习了很多有用的知识

虽然建筑物是平淡了些

但这一次可以把概念和设计

混合得比以前来得心应手

咱还得多谢野蛮的他

那个看到拖鞋赌烂

那个让我们留到傍晚六点也罢的人

哈哈

时间方面的偏排还算可以

只是这学期的专注力过于偏心

把大部分时间用来镖STUDIO

将其余的科目掉以轻心

眼视为‘过去就算了’　*傻笑*

总而言之

一个学期比一个更要刺激

附上更多的精神力气

和上千杯的咖啡陪同

一个字之曰：屌！

STUDIO 4 FINAL

2011-11-27T14:03:00.001-08:00

SEM4 STUDIO: DESIGNING A SMALL PRODUCTION FACILITY
Site: Montfort Boys Town
Built-up: 750m2

story board

for more details visit my coroflot

那一丝的甜

2011-11-21T10:35:00.000-08:00

夜深了，

你，

知道我在想你嗎？

夜阑人静，是述写心情的最佳时候。

近日风平浪静，日子过得不怎么样

一如往常

可恶的病魔也暂且向我告退一会了

在这刻会考假期里能充分休息一番

也还不错

只是难免想要找个人出来谈天说地

却那么的难，好想回到那些年一样

猪朋狗友

吹水乃是人生乐事！

我們變成了最熟悉的陌生人

刚刚在面子书

看到几米的一些插画艺术

可以让我回想很多关于那个人的事情

以前那个可以让我上刀山下油锅的人

现在似乎还是刻在心里头的某个角落

想你了。

这个宁静的夜晚

虽然没有星星相伴

然而联想和你同看着一片夜空景色

心里头还是会有一丝丝的甜

嘴尖也会默默地往上移

那种纯正的幸福

一点点就够了。

致歉篇

2011-11-11T23:40:00.000-08:00

各位，失敬了。
上一片的泄气文章是真的太乱来了。向读者们说声对不起！~
随便就说要死，真的太无知了。其原谅我的不是
我不会删除，只是要让它来警惕自己
毕竟那也是我人生的一部分低潮
最近的我好多了。身体也开始慢慢恢复正常的状况，慢慢接触回外面的世界了。闭关了那么久，难免需要点时间来补回什么的。
始终要感谢你们这些疼爱我的卡门，谢谢你们送上的祝福。谢谢你们的鼓励。我想活着还不耐，至少还有爱我的你们。
其实让我最担心的，莫过于下一次的来侵会是什么时候，什么严重度。毕竟下个星期会有四个等着交的作业，两个星期后的考试，和最后的终极考验。想了想还是顾虑着自己身体能否闯下去。也不懂要怎么预防。好烦

好吧，要继续写那超级烦得essay了。
再说声对不起，保证没有下次了。
我不要死，我还要和世界拥抱久一点

该怎么乐观

2011-11-06T23:26:00.000-08:00

试着去面对，试着咬紧牙根克服这一切的痛，可是为什么还是不会结束的痛，可怕的病魔！为什么你总是不放过我，给我一些呼吸的空间？

已经第四周了。
虽然是有好转一点，可是每天要承受的压力，痛苦，咱还是撑的好想死。对这反复的病撑得太累了。走了，没多久又来了。而且毫无原因的来。

老天爷啊，你要考验我，也总给我一个源吧

没错，这次我脑子浮现了自杀的念头。我也搞不懂为什么。几天里，望着窗外的天空，试图寻找脱离病魔的方法。是否惟有轻生才可以停止全部的痛，才可以去除这个可恶的病？别人总说死不能解决问题。那留在世上，也不能解决我的问题啊。谁叫患上不能治疗的病，连导火线也未知的病，真的要我背这包袱一生吗？留在世上，何德何能去闯人生？？

我有认真的想过了。如果我永远这样，会是个笨拙绊脚石。浪费钱买药，看病。生活无法正常的社交，无法做自己要做的事情。给父母贴麻烦，让他们担心，给朋友为难，对这世界来说更毫无用处，浪费资源。

我真的崩溃了。
我已经不懂得怎样乐观面对它，怎样笑笑没烦恼。

很想放弃自己了。以前我曾说：相信这一切是有意义的。那，什么意义？
有谁能够了解，有谁能够明白，有谁更能帮我拔掉这可怕的病根？

我真的，真的，好想轻生。

A WEEK TO BE LEFT BEHIND

2011-10-30T14:34:00.000-07:00

Trying hard to survive in these 7 days break. Oh yea, supposingly a so-called break to allow extra happiness happened with friends and family. Guess what? The silencer 'viral' just came back uninvited.
Yes, i wonder, why is this happened every time when there is a holiday period for me to hang out? even that my plans to go travel and hang around were simply ruined. I wonder that's a signal from God to keep me away from all these. Isit God? Isit?
Well then, it's been so tough like the old days. I've been quarantined myself in my room for a week without going anywhere, meeting anyone. Except for a day that i went for laundry in ss15. Weather seems to be a gift from the sky to cool down the temperature of the town. I felt slightly better in these rainy days. My meal list has been totally unhealthy. Cup noodles-mcdonalds-bread-biscuits. I've no choice since i couldnt go anywhere with this weak body. It's too painful to walk around for food. Legs are like sprained, body is so hard to bend, and even hands shaking for no reason. Life has been difficult to have such terrible body condition.

Well, You might think that i loved to complain my condition again, but at least i felt better psychologically to have words putting into this blog. They are being shared instead of keeping inside my heart. This is part of my life. I just can't help to make my life any better. Looking at the terrible disgusting legs and arms make me feel like a zombie. I hate skin problem!!!!!

That's it for my break. Brain is just tired to get recovered. I wish i could spend all the time for something else.

WALLPAPER!!

2011-10-28T15:13:00.001-07:00

something that I made for my desktop. It's been awhile, the happenings were all great.

DEEPAVALI IN THE ROOM

2011-10-26T09:43:00.000-07:00

Happy Deepavali to all the indian friends out there.

Celebration for myself? Oh well, nothing is more important than sleeping. LOL, i have been sleeping all the way in the afternoon until 7pm. Yea, it was a lazy day, yet to recover asap from my skin health again. Looking at the sick body makes me feel bad. Hope can get rid of all the rashes before coming week. Really

SCATTERED MEMORIES

2011-10-18T07:57:00.000-07:00

It's a funny thing to do where you see yourself changing overtime. From the innocent-babyfat-face, into something 'older' like today. LOL. Nothing is more exciting than this.
Every pictures of the past reminds me of something meaningful that happened around me. Whether it was a tragedy, a fond memory or just a happy moment I had with friends.
I wonder whether I could remember all of em. But at least, i have most of them kept in this blog, even when those days without you, that somehow makes me moving forward.

choir- a big impact along my secondary school life.
district-state-national-international
hug samtet voices

SOMETHING NAUGHTY

2011-10-16T10:27:00.001-07:00

KOREA TRIP 2011 pt2

2011-10-15T03:58:00.000-07:00

The weather is really cold now. Well, our 3rday started off with National Museum of Korea. The building was pretty huge. I did compared our Malaysia Muzium with theirs, hmm. what can i say. It's 2 or 3 times bigger than ours of course, the exhibitions in Korea Museum are pretty well managed. standards are quite big different. One of the interesting stuff that catches my attention in Korea Museum is about the Korea Buddha, where a slightly different compare with the usually buddha we saw. The feature is different, but of course the background and the story behind is still the same.

After the museum, we headed to Dongdaemun for more buildings. We went to Zaha Hadid's cultural park to see the construction process, as well as another museum located nearby. Next stop is a stunning place: the iconic building of korea, N seoul tower! The tower is nice, and the happenings there is really charming, lively and full of young energetic spirits.................At night, shopping spreee! :D

Hari keempat, I have adopted the weather and the place. Kinda. it's still cooling, relaxing and of course stressless. haha. same breakfast again, and the day started off with a visit to DooJin Hwang architect firm/residence. A contemporary designer as well as a fighter of heritage essence. He gave us a presentation of his work, n yea learnt a lot from him about his concept, his approaches to the new era. His favor quote of mine: 'YOU CAN START YOUR OWN TRADITION, AS LONG AS TRADITION IS NOT YOUR GOAL'. I was thinking whether to have intern with him next year. I think it would be cool to learn from him. The day continued with visits to chongmyo shrines, myongdung streets, Kring building and dongdaemun at night to buy sounvenirs~

Last day of visiting around Seoul. this time we went to Korea's folk village, and yea it's my favourite place of the trip. Unlike those boring, obsolete, old props you can see in Malaysia, Their traditional village is very happening. You can see, you can play, and you can interact. Nice scenery surrounding the area. Let the pics speak themselve to you. After all its really really nice place. Then after lunch, we visited the fortress of a Korea.

Very very last day of the trip, still the same breakfast, but the mood is start tunning back to Malaysia channel again. Before leaving this wonderful place, we had a visit to Cheongnyangni River. It's a green strategy of the city to turn a river into a nice place for functions and all. The river is super crystal clear. You can even see fishes around. Malaysia? Hell No. haha. After that, we went to a store that sells all the products that you might wanna grab for parents and friends. N lastly, back to Incheon Airport and prepare to leave the charming city behind :(

Well, this trip is totally inspiring, at last i could see how a developed country works. How the community of a civilised era behave. I would say its uncomparable to Malaysia. Im kinda miss the food and the people there. And grateful to have parent's support on the trip. Well then, anyeong Korea! Hope to see you back some time later!

雨中作乐

2011-10-14T03:00:00.000-07:00

刚从家门口出来哗啦的大风大雨从天而降

只好在附近的小餐馆避雨了。无聊地望着那灰蓝色的天空，听着雨水与屋顶亲吻的声音，等待着离开。

狗儿们不约而同的往这儿躲，可爱的小姐也正努力的往家儿跑。

最近的我，开始有了一点方向。那感觉蛮好的

从韩国回来后不停地与时间赛跑，还好要赶的功课总算都赶回来了。只是还没能抽空回家乡一趟。手信也还没派！哈哈

再来，不知道怎么说，六年宅了。没一个女朋友

责问自己哪里出了问题。

眼前的她，还是犹豫着什么的。就是没有那股冲动要表白。难道习惯一个人的感觉了吗？麻木没有爱情了？还是像鱼说的，可能你没想像中爱她。或是现在不想有爱情的包袱。不想为谁而活。

如果要问我这么久已来是否没有对谁心动过，没有当然是骗你的。我想可以用「有缘没份」来形容。最喜欢的都不在身边。

这个休闲的下午。我想抛空一切苦厄，享受一杯咖啡，累了就睡，去梦中很那个熟悉的陌生人相见。

雨停了。

KOREA TRIP 2011 pt1

2011-10-09T02:30:00.001-07:00

So last wednesday [28th of Sep ], I had my 6days travel with a bunch of coursemates to Seoul. Of course, the trip is along with 2 lecturers around since it is a school field trip. This might sound abit 'formal' to you where the lecturers are like GUIDES and look out for us, but thankfully it doesnt happen that way. I love how the trip is being led, giving freedom to us and the tour guide is doing a good job managing the time, ppl and places we went.
Seoul, as you know a developed city with full of high-rises and koreans that have high fashion sense. haha. The word 'Korea' could make you think of Kimchi, Plastic Surgeries, K-Pop, or Korean Drama. Well, these were my preception too.

1st day of trip was started of with Nami's Island tour, accompanied with an unpleasent raining day. It was abit disappointing. Pants and shoes are wet while enjoying the nice scenery of the place. For ur information, the place is famous with a long linear path with two rows of trees aside. The famous 'Winter Sonata' was shooted here few years back. The place has alot of installments as well. I'll call it a romantic one.The next stop is War Museum of Korea. The Museum had a densed feeling to me. Everything is kinda dull, but then the things that exhibit inside were really amazing. Esp the Original jets and ships were displayed at the exterior space. Only 2 places in the itenery of the day. We went out have a pleasent walk around our hotel and had our dinner. We went Lotte for shopping, eating street food like rice cake.. hmm. the feeling was damn nice!

the second day was like a 'looking foward' day, i cant wait to explore more places in Seoul. Well the weather gets abit colder everday. Cecilia(tour guide) warned us to wear at least 2 layers. lol. 1st place we went was Bukchon village, another hotspot of movies and drama. A famous linear sloppy street with traditional houses of Korea, or we called it 'hanoks' arranged in order, and most of them have been renovated with different new styles. Alot of architecture elements that we couldnt see anywhere in Malaysia can be found here. After that, we went for a place called 'Sarangi' (if not mistaken) a cotemporary museum that demonstrates Korea cultures, Korea house of parliment, etc. Lots of interactions between the visitors and the 'exhibitions'. lol. Next destination was GyeongBokGung palace which totally stunning. You can see the massive scale of a palace, the King's and Queen's palace etc. Unlike the usual palace that covered with golds,emerald or anything that is expressive,super-rich-material, the Korean ancient King's palace was rather humble. They don't show off powers of wealth to classify themselve a higher class. Which is really something people these days should learn. The day continued with a visit to a high point and have a seek of Korea cityview! That was totally awesome. though i forgot the name of the place but it's really nice to sit on the rock, taking fresh air into the lungs and a warm sun shines on you. yeeeeha!

stay tunned for part2!

DE HAIR TIMELINE

2011-09-25T12:55:00.000-07:00

July. August. September

GOING TO SEOUL SOON!

2011-09-24T11:41:00.000-07:00

Writting in english has been a rare practice in this blog. As you can read i'm quite obssessed with my 'mother tongue' these days. LOL. I don't call myself an imba in language. I just used to type like how i used to speak thats all.

Well, my mood tonight is simply 'looking foward'. Next week will be my 1st experience joining 'School's Activity Week' to Korea. SEOUL! It's been sometime i wish to visit this country. Not to mention the food, the people, and the cultural practice. Fashion of course, as well as the architecture essence we used to see in google and books. How am i not to be excited right? Im now deciding what to bring, what to buy and so on. How many bags should I bring? HAHA! ain't gonna bother about my assignments for now! haha kidding la. Next week still got assignment to submit. Thus missing some classes as so to complete what i can do in tutorial with lecturers before departing to Seoul.

I love to travel. (Who does'nt?) But then, this trip could be a headache moment for my parents since they gonna have extra expenditure for this month. And it's not a small amount i suppose. They have been grateful to me i know. They knew i like Korea n how eager i wish to go. This proven how that mummy n daddy love me! Im truly appreciate their efforts and i know, no matter how i mention here it wont be enough to express my feelings towards my parents. But i will still sol: I LOVE YOU DADDY MUMMY, saranghe! Let everyone knows how much i love u both!

邻居养鳄鱼

2011-09-19T11:54:00.000-07:00

这几周内，我算是一个脑子里藏有许多疑问的人。简称；困扰。
我的步伐在摇动，已不算得步步结实。在询问自己是否在走着对的路
是否一切是自己最想要的，可以要的。显然我是那么的无助。

可能你会问到：是不是压力太大了？给一些什么影响了? 还是所谓的“想太多”？
是的。最近的我，想得有点儿过线了。
自新学期以来，所有偏排的事情和所做的每一件功课；好比前几个学期来得不好。
不好的定义是：规划的事情变糟，朋友合作不来，付出得不到成果。让我一度的怀疑自己的做事能力。且开始有点厌烦，开始放纵自己。为什么心可以变得很散，做事不起劲，拖得就拖，根本不在乎什么的。
难道这是所谓的 LOSE FAITH

在看看最近的我。镜子面前看到了一个不知道自己在做什么的家伙－
常常爱怪自己那个不好，怪上帝不公平，怪别人不懂得体谅自己。

上个周末，我会家了。妈爸又有一些纠纷。听妈对爸的埋怨，责怪，我做孩子的其实可以做个和事人，但我却想不到方法，什么都没办到。再来，妈向我报告说，姐和弟弟们尽然可以高谈阔论着我这身为弟弟和哥哥的不是。说我高傲？？那是对我那么重的打击。别人可以不了解，可是你们不可以。坦白说，姐和我的关系并不好。家里话少的可怜，不用说沟通了。她对弟弟们说这番话，是否想影响什么？我不晓得，很烦。别人说我看不起人，那干嘛你要和他们同声同气？难道和我相处二十一年以来，你觉得我的人格是他们所说的那样吗？就算你不认同我，也起码别在我背后穿大头针。
可能别人不懂得我的处境，我非常了解。
但心里不好受是我控制不到的。我也想做你理想的弟弟。

我，是真的那么糟吗？我是走错路了吗？还是我的想法出了什么问题

我爱我的国家

2011-09-16T01:16:00.000-07:00

‘我爱我的国家，有国才有家’
简单又熟悉的一句话
也是我用来形容今天, 9.16
马来西亚五十四岁生日
米跌价的另一天, 生日快乐！

很多人都会说
马来西亚的人民最有福
动不动就几天公共假期
这样真的很棒
让大家的脚步可以稍微放慢
生活也会少紧绷些
和爱人相处的时间也更多
多点儿出外逛逛
增加消费，促进经济发展
很好吧？哈哈
也难怪外劳都不舍得走

那身为这国家的一分子
很应该以他为荣
别再纳闷说外国的月亮有多圆
这里有你爱的食物
有你最舒服的家园
有你熟悉的说话语调
更有你最好的哥儿姐妹们

对马来西亚说声我爱你！！
不单是说哦
也要实际的爱
爱它的绿
爱它的蓝
爱它的黄
主人翁的你
好好给它发展吧
我们一起努力
在各领域为马社会贡献

记得
要马来西亚变得更好
首先要相信它是可以成真
当然
你要给机会它和自己
没什么地方比这里好！

AGAR MALAYSIA SENTIASA GEMILANG

HEARTBREAK OF SEM4

2011-09-12T05:08:00.001-07:00

Hey guys. Have been away for quite awhile since the last post. The reason is always lacking of time posting up blogs everyday. Yet it gone worse that i could ever imagine how bad i felt for last week. I dont mind sharing with you guys.

Pain to say that, that's my very first time didnt make it for the verbal presentation. My group was trying very hard to get on time pasting up the boards on time, but too bad we failed. We reached late and lecturers dont allowed us to present anymore, but just pinning up the boards and let them cred. The feeling is nothing like breaking the glass and let it shattered around the studio. Summore we spent too much time on CAD-ing n left out chalet model behind. But still, the worst part is that the details we did was left in the house, forget to bring and show them. Cant u see how bad the situation can be. I bet you can never imagine.

After sacrifising 3 days of sleepless night and yet we failed to submit on time. Everyone got their own responsibility and i make it clear for myself. Although it's just a 25% module but still no doubt i have been worrying for my studio for this sem already. Once the time management had gone out of control, u can never got it back on track. Planning is still the important point. No matter how great is ur design, ur concept, but without sufficient infos i don't think i can score good. Well, let just make it my lesson then. A heavy one.

就这样被你征服

2011-08-21T10:49:00.000-07:00

三个星期迷迷糊糊过去了
你的来侵就要告一段落了
这次是彻底地被你打败的
说真的
这二十一天并不怎么好过
除了跟痒和痛过不去以外
还不能自由的行动和穿着
也不能爱去那里就去哪里
不自觉的睏和虚弱的身躯
往往是自己翘翘课的理由
不能够去专心也没有用吧
只好让自己多多修身养病

开学了三个星期
把作业搞得有些糊涂迷乱
就算是去校外旬场也一样
闷热的天气是自己的死岳
再说红斑不由自主的恶化
再强的毅力也是不动于衷
想想自己这段间的烂态度
只求朋友们懂得体会谅解
拒绝的事和放鸽子的约会
咱先深深说声道歉和感恩

希望今天是个好的专逆点
然而是可喜可悦的星期天
今天的保龄球比赛算不错
只是在几回差那么一小步
毕竟是三人首次连手合作
一起拿了第六名还算不奈
不爽的只是有些人的无知
偏爱把我的球来乱丢一翻
就算我暗示他还非要乱拿
要怪就怪自己不太大方吧
毕竟比赛那有人共用球的

好吧，
新的一周又来了
希望老天爷能够慷慨一些
让小弟可以开心健康生活
哪怕是一个月，还是一年
只要不要太严重就可以了
拜托拜托～

PAINFUL CONTINUES

2011-08-10T12:36:00.000-07:00

Yes. It still continue growing. I'm so dead.

This week is already the 4th one. I guess it would be better along the week. But guess what? New ones just stopped by today and i can't sleep. Very struggling!
I hope to gain that strength to fight again. But everytime when sem starts i couldnt really able to rest well, and recover well. Weird life style and I can't sleep as I wished. Yet, I dont get to eat healthy food.

Seems God is still playing hide and seek I wonder.
When would it finished?

Eason Chan DUO TOUR 2011

2011-08-07T04:26:00.000-07:00

It's Saturday! Which everyone's craving for him, Eason Chan! This is my 3rd concert and yes it was a superb one. If you know he sings well in his CDs DvDs MVs blablabla, he sings even better in live concert.
Took off a day just for the concert with housemate Deric n his frens. We took lrt & monarail to go and come back. Thanks to his friend's friend we get 20% discount for the ticket. It's my first time to go for a concert at Stadium Merdeka. The place is ok, just that outdoor concert for me kinda like lacking some sort of enclosed feeling. U tended to get spotted easily especially those guards that catch people who take photos lol. I was being warned once though. Lets get back to the concert. Pics will talk to you about the high-ness! (click photo to enlarge)

Entrance

Getting started

浮夸！！

Last song(encored)

Well not so many pictures taken for the concert. I've been busy enjoying all the songs inste The concerts are quite simple in terms of surprises and interesting costumes. But the quality of music, sound system and humours of eason are as usual awesome. Especially my favourite song: 陀飞轮

Here is the list of songs of the concert:

今天等我來／好歌獻給你／落花流水／喜帖街／寂寞夜晚／浮誇／破曉／夕陽無限好／人車誌／裙下之臣／沙龍／全世界失眠／好久不見／愛是懷疑／2001太空漫遊／不如這樣／富士山下／明年今日／與我常在／我的快樂時代／天下無雙／單車／苦瓜／陀飛輪／你的背包

Overall: 4/5 ! :D
More about the concert visit here

《上苍选了你》书评*爱你的歌迷

2011-08-05T10:09:00.000-07:00

利用了一个星期把几万字都吞咽了，感触繁多。
无可否认，这是一本非常值得去阅读的书本
除了可以鼓励同病相怜的朋友们
也可以让这世界上看到亲情，友情，和爱情的伟大
犹如患难见真情，大家像活佛般帮助了娜娜
让我震撼不已

要向张承中致谢
让我们能了解事情背后的过程
新闻杂志都恐怕找不到的实情
看了这本书所记载的每个细节
从片场到医院，转医院，到急救
再从上海回到台北清创，植皮和复健
阿中都描述得很详细
让读者可以把画面形容得很逼真
尤其是任爸和阿中在SOS专机第一次看你的时候
他们的反应和心情很复杂
记得在读这里的当儿
我的眼眶还有点带泪
如往胆小的你一定很痛，很害怕
就算是高壮的男生也害怕吧

吗啡换药,气喘发烧，刺痛昏睡，皮肤撕裂
是何等的人间地狱
睡后一开眼睛，全身就得承受切肉之痛
痛到无力说话，吃东西
还要从鼻子插进喉管输入营养
似乎超越能想像的境界了
然而这些也只是前提
接下来的
还有植皮手术和复健
这一切真的让你受苦了

在书中
阿中的扶持值得一提
从第一天到现在
他都无时无刻陪在她身边
为娜娜付出了所有的爱
根本没想过这一切值不值得
常常告诉自己这些都是有意义的
有了你为娜娜加油
我相信她的坚强可以撑得更久

娜娜，你是铁一般的全民女孩
看到你平时爱蹦蹦跳跳的样子
看到你像一般女生爱美的个性
现在却如此坚强度过每个难关
如今你出院了，还要面对未来
面对外界对你的眼光和压力
记得要继续坚持下去，想想你爱的人
相信你还是可以像以往
当个快快乐乐的赛林娜公主！

P.S.：还记得10月22号那天，当获知这则晴天霹雳的消息后几乎崩溃。尝试设法去想这可能只是夸大的消息而已，毕竟报导的三度灼伤不是一般的皮肉伤，可有致命的危机。当时的我心是说不出的痛，我相信歌迷们都不例外吧。其实最想说的是，你真的给了我很大很大的鼓励和勇气。我不是白说的，其实小弟也有这样的经历。从一个爱面子，爱炫耀的男孩，瞬间被魔鬼入侵了。随后一辈子背起它的负担，要受外界的异样眼光，被人排斥，想做的事情都不能达成了。它随时会来干扰，给于痛，痒，红肿，皮肤撕裂的礼物。不能逃避，不能捥拒，也只能面对。虽然只有你所要克服的来得少千万倍，但是至少可以比其它人了解你的心情。你的乐观面对让我没有理由再逃避了，更让我要懂得看开一点，珍惜身边的人事物。这么一本书，是我生活中的推动力。
希望我们可以和魔鬼说再见，不要再来了。我相信你们的一句话，“上帝是百万中选你，肯定有他的原因，也一定是有意义的。”

SEMESTER 4 KICKED-START

2011-07-31T11:24:00.001-07:00

Have been sometime that i didnt write my blog in English. Haha. Quite attracted to Chinese recently. Well, this is the last night of holiday before the new semester starts tomorrow.
Wavy feelings and bad mood.
Not because of peer pressure or whatsoever relating studies, but about my health and personal issues that go arround me recently. I don't have the mood to unpack, cleaning up mess and do laundry. Yeap I dont feel well. I think i need to rest more before starting anything. Thanked God for arranging my 1st class tomorrow at 5pm.
Well, for me this new semester is alot of uncertainties, and lotzz that unpredictable. People are discussing about the lecturers for our sem and most of them i dont really recognize. Well, the well known Mr.Keith is back leading us again. But I know i didnt do well for him last semester, and he keeps banning my design as he called it OFFICE-LIKE building. Haha, i would never forget the phrase he spoken to me.
But so far, i'm quite happy to know that going Korea is no more a dream to me. Im going there by joining the school study trip this coming September. Really looking forward to the trip and have lotsa fun. Behave of that, I got plenty of plans that await me to achieve like joining Celebrity Fitness, cutting down high calories food and more sports. I hope i can start all this as early as my body allows me to do.

N this time, Im gonna rox sem4 with another side of me inside!

感恩夜

2011-07-30T10:04:00.000-07:00

小弟在离别故乡时总是百感交集
哪怕多罗嗦一会儿
跟你们说说有的没的

这次的病战终于宣告胜利
来侵两周的病魔要撤退了
虽然是依旧的辛苦和难恼
但是又多了一些些的感动

先说妈咪好了
每当我出事的时候
第一个会为我操劳的一定是你
看着你为我担心，难过
又为我做了很多很多的事情
多得我也不懂从那里说起了
这份恩情，可说千金也不能买吧
做你儿子是我的福气
是你，让我奋斗的动力
没有妈咪你我可是撑不得太久呢
虽然有太多说不出的感动
也没有勇气在你面前谢你
你也知道你儿子不会说话
但我想对上苍感恩
让他保佑你每天快快乐乐
保佑我快点长大孝顺你　　妈咪大人！

再来是老爸
虽然你表面上是一副‘我很忙’
在家也几乎呆在办公室里
但晚上你的一句关心
往往是我心情大好的原因
对你总是问的：为什么会这样
我都常常乱答一通
所以一样的谢你了
爸　你总是我背后的英雄
感谢你对儿子的一切

接下来要谢的
少不了身边的好友
总是问候我的状况如何
有没有比昨天来的好一些
你们就像天使一样带来很多正面的力量
让我觉得我不是孤身作战的
有你们真好
谢啦麻吉们！

最后要谢的是个特别的人
他就是全民女孩SELINA
他的坚强和耐力是无比的
让我更勇敢的面对病魔
不去管那些有的没的
更加努力去活在当下
也谢谢阿中
让我们知道事情背后的真相
经过那么煎熬的考验
你还是乐观的面对自己
让我也没理由去伤心纳闷了
谢谢你的勇敢带给我的勇敢

感恩
阿弥陀佛

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不速之客

2011-07-16T12:20:00.000-07:00

从那天星期五的早上
就能感觉到你的来侵
突然间的疼痛和发痒
是你大驾光临的预言
果然
你铺头了

要谢谢你
给我几个星期的自由
让我玩得有一点放肆
酒精和美女少许沉迷
要你的出现让我明白
懂得控制自己的任性
哈哈也对啦
咱好像已经忘记此事
不能承受过量的酒精
不然肯定会自作自受
好的日子就所剩无几
还是佛陀英明
懂得用这一招来管我
适当的玩乐就足够了

这几天的烦恼不得不让我诉苦
但愿可以制止你的蔓延啦
不想花太多钱在你身上了
咱还有两个星期的度蜜月呢
.