PULLING OFF PETALS:SHOULD OR SHOULDN'T I?

I have been spreading out all the words from my thoughts on the ipod touch's note. I was kinda hesitating that whether i should be posting them here.

They are about my love life on a person. and the only one there. haha. I scare of being too exposed. But then, i m worrying the files will be gone when my ipod is spoilt. how ah