GETTING BETTER :)

Hi people!
Good news for u guys. Finally, im now getting back on track. Pink health will come very soon. Hopefully i m right. haha.. i sense im getting better. No more pain n itchy like last time. Kinda happy n pleased.

Hehe.. So hows ur guys doing out there? This week is gonna be a busy week for me. Im gonna go KL to apply for architecture in Taylors. Still planning though.
Hoping to see back classmates n frens too..
Well, hoping im ok when im going down. Hopefully the skin wont distract me..

Today's moon is so round out there. Called the 17th in lunar calender.. which means, there are 15days to Chinese New YEar! So fast right? I cant believe it too!

Had my 1st outside dinner with family after 3weeks quarantine in the house. Haha..
I feel great :)



"Tin Tong Kuk" Chinese Restaurant
dishes: Curry Fish, Salad Chicken, Vege, Egg, Soup, Claypot taufu

Well, things r going fine now. HOping this kinda disaster can be stopped last longer .. i need a healthy body to study, do things n play!

생활의 철학

생활의 철학
Philosophy of Life



人之所以痛苦，在于追求错误的东西。

如果你不给自己烦恼，别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。因为你自己的内心，你放不下。


好好的管教你自己，不要管别人。

你随时要认命，因为你是人。

这个世界本来就是痛苦的，没有例外的。

你什么时候放下，什么时候就没有烦恼。


每一种创伤，都是一种成熟。

当你烦恼的时候，你就要告诉你自己，这一切都是假的，你烦恼什么？

根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁，如果有一条疯狗咬你一口，难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗？


忌妒别人，不会给自己增加任何的好处。忌妒别人，也不可能减少别人的成就。

永远不要浪费你的一分一秒，去想任何你不喜欢的人。

得不到的东西，我们会一直以为他是美好的，那是因为你对他了解太少，没有时间与他相处在一起。


当有一天，你深入了解后，你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。

这个世间只有圆滑，没有圆满的。

不要刻意去猜测他人的想法，如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断，通常都会有错误的。

你要感谢告诉你缺点的人。


时间总会过去的，让时间流走你的烦恼吧！

不要因为小小的争执，远离了你至亲的好友，也不要因为小小的怨恨，忘记了别人的大恩。

感谢上苍我所拥有的，感谢上苍我所没有的。

当你手中抓住一件东西不放时，你只能拥有这件东西，如果你肯放手，你就有机会选择别的。


人的心若死执自己的观念，不肯放下，那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已。

如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天，那就是一种福气了。多少人在今天已经见不到明天的太阳，多少人在今天已经成了残废，多少人在今天已经失去了自由，多少人在今天已经家破人亡。

恶口永远不要出自于我们的口中，不管他有多坏，有多恶。

你愈骂他，你的心就被污染了，你要想，他就是你的善知识。

你不要常常觉得自己很委曲，你应该要想，他对我这样已经很好了，这就是修行的功夫。

世界原本就不是属于你，因此你用不着抛弃，要抛弃的是一切的执著。万物皆为我所用，但非我所属。


学会用理解的，欣赏的眼光去看对方，而不是以自以为是的关心去管对方。

成熟的人不问过去；聪明的人不问现在；豁达的人不问未来。

发光并非太阳的专利，你也可以发光。

你可以用爱得到全世界，你也可以用恨失去全世界。

爱的力量大到可以使人忘记一切，却又小到连一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容纳。

人总是珍惜未得到的，而遗忘了所拥有的。


如你想要拥有完美无暇的友谊，可能一辈子找不到朋友。

A-LEVELS RESULT

Today was awaken by Sandra's call in 10.00am in the morning. But i was still sleeping so i missed her call. lol. N then munhan smsed me. Still im not awake.
Haha.
Till i woke up at 1.30pm n the feel is not really feeling nervous though. Maybe my skin is too painful everytime when i wake up. I didn think of my results. Yet, i replied Sandra n MunHan right after i settled down. I opened my laptop at 2pm n start checking on .. facebook 1st. haha. too stalk ppl's status n the results. Haha. Yea 1st i know was Paey Yee, then Sarah, Ele n MingyI.
After taking a painful helly bath, i keep my mind clear n start typing the website n oso the name n password. The result pop out quite fast. Haha. I didnt look at it straightly, but cover the Grade part. see each of them one by one.

I was so happy to see the flat head on the Econs column. Although is not an A but im satisfied. The freak part is the last one maths. I was so eager to get a triangle A. Moving my paper down slowly.. n yes i got it!!!

This is how it looks in the web in case u wanna see it. : )



First of all, i got few lecturers to thank with,
MsTee, our mentor n the maths teacher. who have been helping us all the way with her consultation.
MrMohan, the great tuition teacher of econs who taught me so much about the real world. Thank you so much!
MsSujata, the most dedicated lecturer in my class. The business studies. She always gives us support n cheers, wishes n knowledge of course. "MY FELLOW DARLINGS". i will rmb u teacher!

Also, not to be the last are my frens who helped me so much. Who support me when i needed them. Thank you each n everyone of u!

So with this result, im going to apply Taylors Architecture programme. N good news is, i can get 50% discount from the tuition fees. Hopefully, i can get it! which save up 30k.

Day 06 Deep War- PLAN TO GO S.H.E CONCERT

Hello Day 6.
Last two days were really miserable time for me. Cant update the blog, mind was blind n body was too weak to write.

Still handshaking though.. But i sense im getting better slowly. Thank god the climax is over. now still pain, but getting better >< U know what im thinking these days? U wont know it. I was like, feeling bad whenever i get up from my bed. I feel like sleep for a very very long time n dont wanna get up until im recovered fully. haha..
KOMA is what in my brain. haha silly me.

Well, last nite i was mad at my dad. I felt kinda sorry to him n mum too. He asked me to do things at nite, which used to be a wrong timing for me to hear that. I talk like loud n rush upstair. He wanted me to do some typing stuff but he didn mentioned it clearly n he was not coming back at late night. I was mad with him at the phone.
But it's past la, now nothing dy hehe.

Talking about the concert! yea i m so eager to go! They r finally back Msia for a world tour concert in march. S.H.E has been my favourite female group for many years n now it's a chance for me to go n watch them. in real haha.. already asked fiishey sandra to go. hope she can make it hehe.. yea Fish? Lets rock in concert one more time haha.. Btw, anyone else wanna go?

Day 04 Deep war- Heroes rocks!

It's saturday! How have u passed it?
Should have all the fun u guys can.
MORNING ACTIVITY. yaw it's never be anything better for me. I hate morning. When i wake up. I had to do things i dont wannna do.. and of course. See what i hate, n feel what which hurts.
Well, today was like any other day. Just that no nid to work. Haha. Im free from office today. Kinda infront of the laptop for aday. Well, hands r shaking, now. I guess it's kinda normal for this condition. I can feel the shaking though. It's just not gonna be normal during this period i know.
Mom has gone for her rebonding with sisters. So then, left the boys in the house alone. Aiyarr.. u cant imagine how i taking care of the brothers. Haha. But still there r being obediant today. Phew.
Well, things i should know it is to be calm. yea that how it works.

HEROES~ This is what had made me not-too-bored. Just finished my volume 2 n now going to head Volume 3. HEHE~~ I like the story n those characters in the story, like Hiro Nakamura, a japanese who so called time traveller. Claire Bennet who can heal n regenerate any parts of the body, Peter Petrelli who can learn anything from anyone he met. Micah, a young boy who can control all the machinery in the world, do anything as he wish. That was the coolest! Imagine how he could take the money from ATM just by putting his hand of the machine. HAHA!
There r still lot of them.. some r bad, like Sylar, killing ppl by cutting of their head n eat their brain. terrible!

Just another day.. ouch its itchy!

Day 03 Deep War - RIP for victims in Haiti earthquakes

So well peeps, this is the 3rd day of my deep struggling moment in 2010. Nothing else but my skin. Sincerely to say that, thanks for the wishes from quite a few of them who support me n wish me luck. Deep thank you.
I know it just gonna get worsen in 2 days time. The dots will soon become piles n form so shapes on the skin surface. N yes it will be very painful n itchy. Like i said, is torturing. Kinda reminds me the feel when i was emitted to GH.
I afraid that i m going to give up in the war. It needs kinda patience for me not to make anything worse. Im afraid that i cant resist the itchiness n gonna scratch it like hell, n being like i-dont-care mood. But i did put some effort on it. Sometimes it just need to remove the attention by watching movies or play games. Haha. At least i ve done something. Well, compare to what im facing in 2007, it's more or less the same, but the feel is kinda different. The tuck in 2007 is diff with the one now. N like, mind-set diff in handling things. Just some thoughts came across when i was so freaking out. Damn.
Today was kinda busy day for me. Working since morning till afternoon in the office. Its hard to do works in this condition but i did it. Was facebooking n watching Heroes to pass time too. It's so damn freak. I wish to go out asap. haiz..
Funny. I discovered my skin colour is getting whiten. esp my face.. looks lighten. staying home too long ldy lorr....

Still, it's counting.. 3...4...5....


Featuring, i was kinda sad when i got updated with the news about the earthquake in Haiti. About 50 thousand ppl sacrified which is.. a big amount really. I cant imagine how isit look like if i was there. I feel pitty n, mourn the death of the victims. RIP for each of them. Power of God is really big n unpredictable. Believe it.
Sort of, lucky i guess for where im living here without stuff like this.
Hope those survivers will be safe, get helped n have their home back soonest.

SAY HI TO THE ''OLD FRIEND''

This evening i went to consult doctor again for further check up. Thank god the fungus infection infection is getting better n better. BUT
When i told her to check my scalp n body. She quoted: NO WAY.
I was stunned with that seriously. I was thinking, she knows the thing. She just knows it. Me either. It's back. Phoraisis
Dear mr.disease. Why u have came back to visit me in this early? I was so worry about it. She said it wasnt a mild one. She looks frighten to me.
I was too scary to think about that anymore. Im so weak now.
Every morning wake up, sure i will carry a sense of hope when i stand infront of the mirror. It tells me the condition whether is good or bad. Mirror mirror on the wall.. i wanna a better body.
U know, sometimes i would tink that, if i could gain a surrogate i would have just be anyone i wanna be. I dont have to spend so much of money, time n effort for it. Why im the choosen one, i just dont know.

Im seriously moody n down for what im facing right now. Thanks for my family members, esp my mum n my dad who have been so helpful n caring.. Without my mum i just don't think i could pass all this. She's my great supporter at all time.

Pray so hard to end all this, at least, before chinese new year n uni life. U know, when a guy wanna to have a great crying time. it's just not gonna happen. I feel like letting go tears but it just wont work for me. I think i just need support. N certainly, healthier body ever.

ENEMY SPOTTED

U guys have no idea what im dealing with right now, some kinda challenge from God i guess. LoL.
So well! Happy 2010 n heres the 1st english post in the new year.

Things are getting worse which i could never imagined. My skin problem is abit worsen, face part are healed but turns up other parts so quickly. Covered with reddish dots, sort of like chicken pox all over the body, n itchiness do kills me. Hair scalps drop for no reason. Nobody noes what causes this happen. It's like destiny or fate for me. I could never know i have to face this again in my precious holiday ><

I feel like im kinda being QUARANTINE.
I cant go out n expose to the dirty damn air, dust and everything.
Not to expose under the sun. Yea if u ask me that i do mind people looking at me with that weird expression on their face.
So just stay in the house n do things. Of course, dad's workload. Sometimes just not feeling to do it when im not in good conditions.
But guys, dont worry about me. I just need some time to get recovered before i could really go out do anything i want. I've planned to do so much things before the holiday, n now, i couldnt have do all of them.
So just pray for me if u r reading this post. I need'em.
Well gonna visit doctor again for another check up later on. It seems thats the only chance i get to go out from my house. Haha.

Well, watching Heroes is my current 'hobby'. It's a nice series to follow up. Guess what, i just watched the whole season1 in few days, consisting 23episodes. haha. Im getting my way to nerd, hopefully not. haha.

pray pray pray.. hope to get rib of the skin problem soonnest.

OhYEA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! ^^

哈咯 2010

2010 就这样不知觉地到了
想一想
的确 时间不等人
转眼就过了.
就像有些东西
错过就是错过了
除非你是Hiro
可以扭转时间

今年一月一号
的确有史以来
过得最平淡的
无法出去热闹一番
呆在家里好好疗伤
什么都无法做
哥儿们的邀约
也不能够参与
但失中亦有得
与家人度新年
吃消夜看电视
天伦之乐是也
哈哈
无可置疑
我满足了.

不禁是个不好的第一天
新年又怎样?
有病在身不再讲
事物拖延时间耗费
已经多个半月头.
努力
正在努力了
知足常乐最重要
我明白这个人生道理
祈求上天保佑.

阿弥陀佛
新的一年里 祝大家平安快乐, 万事如意
好好的生活哦!


今年是咱进大学的第一年了
大个仔真的要力求上进了
德 好好努力一切吧!