ARGUING IS A PART OF LOVE

We had an undeniably harsh night yesterday. It was a tough night for me to withstand everything from Bee, at some point, in a difficult situation. Our conversation always started with something good, but then when it goes on, things got pretty bad and most of the time I didn't see them coming. 

My initial intention was to have a good chat with Bee over the phone, and I told Bee that I wish I could understand Bee better. I feel our hearts get little closer everytime when we speak to each other, it always feels great. Then, out of sudden, we bombarded each other with things in our mind which had been bothering us. 

Well, it is perhaps a process of a relationship, especially when two are having tough situations in terms of distance and time. Arguing is hurtful, but necessary. Because most of the time we understand each other better after a fight. We could see how he/she thinks, act, behave and most importantly, his/her use of words. I embraced things that Bee told me during the fight, because it shows how much Bee cares and how much Bee is willing to give on us. Whether they are right or wrong, they don't matter as much because no one understand the situation better then myself.

Back to the main points that we have discussed, Bee emphasized on me still being too pessimistic and always acted emotionally. Sometimes it was difficult to explain the whole picture to Bee over text, so I decided to keep quiet and just saying 'sorry', I am tired of explaining, and sometimes it doesn't work as much. To a point I agreed on what Bee had said to me, spreading bad things to your couple is bad, life has been tough, and they shouldn't come from their partner too. But then, does it mean we should only spread happiness and good things to our partner and leave the bad ones to ourself? As what I see couples should embrace the good and bad together. The emotions, the spiritual therapy, because to me, these are the most precious thing we could get from love, the care and being comforted.

In general, we know that we are always different in perception, thinking, and how we see things. Those are the differences of a baby boomer and a gen Y, a sales manager and a student. I have no clue of what I have been doing is right or wrong. Hoping for the best.

WELCOME 2015

Welcome 2015! You came in pretty fast, or it's just time going too speedy?

I am pretty excited for this upcoming new year. I spent my great new year eve celebration in London, getting into the crowd to enjoy the fireworks near London eye. It was a little madness that me and Ardi stood at the bridge for nearly 3hours (just to secure a good position) and it was really windy and cold. But after all it all worth the wait to see that 10 minutes long firework, which was something cool to mark the start of 2015. I met some new friends, visited a lot of places, learned some new stuff, and so on.  

Fortunately, I think I spent a good time in London. The first thing I did when I back in Glasgow was to pick up my laptop from the repair store. I was worried because my laptop couldn't be charged for no reason, and I have my dissertation to submit next week. Thank God it is ok now.

I cherished the new start pretty well, and for some reason which I dunno why, a few new thoughts came into my mind. At least they are something good. Whether it is a faith to know about Guan Yin Citta, I started to a little obsessed about it. Master Lu (卢台长) seem to be really impressive, he has the power to see '图腾' of a person, shockingly telling all details about that particular individual, and from that he gives his solution (praying). As he claimed, he was appointed by Guan Yin  Citta, to help them from their hard times. He has been to many countries to help people, like to Australia, France, Malaysia, Singapore, Hong Kong and Taiwan. Because of his promotion of world peace, he has been awarded the British Community Honors Award from the House of Lord, United Kingdom.

I am impressed by what he could do, it is up to you whether you choose to believe it. At some point people criticize what Master Lu did was simply against the originality of Buddhism. But as a Buddhist, though I don't pray as much as others do, I think his intention is pretty clear that what he is promoting does not carry any negative impacts to the society. Convincingly, what he have done in his sharing and QnA was always true, straight to the point. He is extra-ordinary, and what he does is simply can't be explained, in other word supernatural. He promoted strongly, many teachings from Buddhism like ones should believe the theory of karma. One should let go their desires and self-centered behavior to live better, as those bad intentions you had will always come back to you.

I believed it is some sort of fate to know about him.

Not long ago, I told Bee that I started to see facebook with a different perspective. Perhaps I see it as a hyper-realistic world that one would believes it is the reality. Getting likes, giving public impression, fame building, show-offing stuff they bought, all were done in front of their gadget's screen. As if, this is what life all about. Selfies in the party do not purely mean to share their moments with friends, but to show off to others or to prove that they are not alone. Arguably they were enjoying as what was shown in those pictures, or just swiping their phones during the party. I don't know. Bee and I were giving our own opinions, I told Bee that it was social network's fault, but Bee argued that it was more about the users. It was true, well, It probably is what facebook had bring out the people's desire to get recognized and attention seeking, in a way, I think. I am in such pity, as a facebook user, criticizing what myself was doing with facebook. Lol

illustration by Pawel Kuczynski

Anyway, i won't say 'please be good to me, 2015', rather, I want to tell myself 'please be good to 2015'. They are so much to do this year, I just can't wait to do every each of them. :)

Way to go!

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悠闲的午餐

人就是爱分享好料，说难听点的话就是爱炫耀，让那些当班的卡们感染一下我的自在。

今天上了早班，也是本人最没精神做事的时候。没办法啦，老板娘要我来，也非来不可。只能带着睡意干活了。真的，蝙蝠侠般的作息很难拔根。但如果往日有他一半那么富贵，拔不拔也罢了。哈哈

前几天跟哥儿摊开心里的话题，可以说是很痛快。很喜欢那种用心说话，用心去听的交谈。因为大家都了解彼此，处事态度，待人方法，可以畅所欲言。偶而一次那样，胜过那处处「只讲好话」的包袱。当然，不仅仅聊废话，也可以互相学习。

好巧，写着写着，在远方那里出现了熟悉的面孔－戴国杰。一个好久没看到的人，一个好久没提过的名字。他是我小学几年的同班同学，和他没什么缘份，也可能忘记我了吧？哈哈，那么多年了，还是胖胖滴。

好了，又得｢踏上归途｣了。

2012

又是新的一年，一切又得再重来一遍了。

那些之前没做好的，比如说帮谁庆祝生日啊

将功补过的机会回来了

今年每什么特别的愿望

不过２０１２对大家来说

还是离不过末日啊什么的

而对我来说则是大学最后一年

还满期待毕业后的天地

健康啊

是唯一上帝偏心的东西

心想说，一些不爱自己的人

也可以拥有健壮的身体

而咱再怎么努力

再怎么恳求还是那个样子

迈入第五年了

要维持乐观是很难的

今年的第一战还好

抗战的日子要渐渐过去了

虽然还是那么的痛

血还是这样的流着

但还是要感谢上帝

调好了时间

让我在新年那两个星期

应该可以好好的过一番

这就是游戏规则

我知道的

今年的开场白

好像开始有些厌倦那些华丽的生活

那些奢侈的享受

已经不是咱渴望要的

就算是得花上三十块的食物

还是一帮朋友花钱的活动

比起以前，现在只想吃饱睡饱就算了

是不ｈａｐｐｅｎｉｎｇ一点

可是我已经不介意了

新一年

新希望

新目标

其他的

随缘吧

CAN'T..SLEEP?

It's been a while the feeling of 'insomnia' had come to me. The worst part is that I still have to work for a whole Monday as intern. aiks hopefully i wont fall asleep later.

Seem i have left my English behind for quite some time as well. The feeling was awkward because i can't really figure out words and sentences to keep myself writing anymore. Deteriorate of language i suppose! Writing mandrain is such a nice thing to do for bloggies. lol

Typing all this shit out. What is it all about and WHY?
I used to ask silly question to myself where people might don't understand the reason i did that. To be frank i doubt myself as a jerk like i dont really speak well, do well, and all day pretend to be someone that the socially acceptable. It's hard for not being yourself but to follow people's mind-set. Life has been so tough if it continues all the way until you die.

Then you might ask yourself, WHAT have you been doing all these days when you were alive?
Answer is: waiting to die. isn't it sad? but it's so true. People trying to live, struggling to earn money and pay for the bills, food, even insurance to secure their life and survive.
Like for me, why am i studying so stressfully? answer: JUST to earn more money, get a better car, a better bungalow, a better living. All these shits I aint gonna bring along with me when i die. SO WHAT FOR? money is just a tool to satisfy needs. Or in other words, your desires. dont let it control u.

ahh. too much craps around.
im so wanna sleep.

那一丝的甜

夜深了，

你，

知道我在想你嗎？

夜阑人静，是述写心情的最佳时候。

近日风平浪静，日子过得不怎么样

一如往常

可恶的病魔也暂且向我告退一会了

在这刻会考假期里能充分休息一番

也还不错

只是难免想要找个人出来谈天说地

却那么的难，好想回到那些年一样

猪朋狗友

吹水乃是人生乐事！

我們變成了最熟悉的陌生人

刚刚在面子书

看到几米的一些插画艺术

可以让我回想很多关于那个人的事情

以前那个可以让我上刀山下油锅的人

现在似乎还是刻在心里头的某个角落

想你了。

这个宁静的夜晚

虽然没有星星相伴

然而联想和你同看着一片夜空景色

心里头还是会有一丝丝的甜

嘴尖也会默默地往上移

那种纯正的幸福

一点点就够了。

雨中作乐

刚从家门口出来哗啦的大风大雨从天而降。大步大步地跑向附近的小餐馆避雨了。 无聊地望着那灰蓝色的天空，听着雨水与屋顶亲吻的声音，等待着离开。狗儿们不约而同的往这儿躲，可爱的小姐也正努力的往家儿跑。

最近的我，开始有了一点方向。忙东忙西的，那感觉挺好。从韩国回来后就不停地与时间赛跑，还好要赶的功课总算都赶回来了。只是还没能抽空回家乡一趟，手信也还没派！哈哈

不知道该怎么说。宅了六年，没一个女朋友。责问自己是哪里出了问题。

眼前的她，还是犹豫着什么的。 就是没有那股冲动要表白。 难道习惯一个人的感觉了吗？麻木没有爱情了？还是像鱼说的，可能你没想像中爱她。或是现在不想有爱情的包袱。不想为谁而活。

如果要问我这么久已来是否没有对谁心动过，没有当然是骗你的。我想可以用「有缘没份」来形容。最喜欢的都不在身边。

这个休闲的下午。我想抛空一切苦厄，享受一杯咖啡。累了就睡，去梦中很那个熟悉的陌生人相见。

雨停了。

GOING TO SEOUL SOON!

Writting in english has been a rare practice in this blog. As you can read i'm quite obssessed with my 'mother tongue' these days. LOL. I don't call myself an imba in language. I just used to type like how i used to speak thats all.

Well, my mood tonight is simply 'looking foward'. Next week will be my 1st experience joining 'School's Activity Week' to Korea. SEOUL! It's been sometime i wish to visit this country. Not to mention the food, the people, and the cultural practice. Fashion of course, as well as the architecture essence we used to see in google and books. How am i not to be excited right? Im now deciding what to bring, what to buy and so on. How many bags should I bring? HAHA! ain't gonna bother about my assignments for now! haha kidding la. Next week still got assignment to submit. Thus missing some classes as so to complete what i can do in tutorial with lecturers before departing to Seoul.

I love to travel. (Who does'nt?) But then, this trip could be a headache moment for my parents since they gonna have extra expenditure for this month. And it's not a small amount i suppose. They have been grateful to me i know. They knew i like Korea n how eager i wish to go. This proven how that mummy n daddy love me! Im truly appreciate their efforts and i know, no matter how i mention here it wont be enough to express my feelings towards my parents. But i will still sol: I LOVE YOU DADDY MUMMY, saranghe! Let everyone knows how much i love u both!

《上苍选了你》 书评*爱你的歌迷

利用了一个星期把几万字都吞咽了，感触繁多。
无可否认，这是一本非常值得去阅读的书本
除了可以鼓励同病相怜的朋友们
也可以让这世界上看到亲情，友情，和爱情的伟大
犹如患难见真情，大家像活佛般帮助了娜娜
让我震撼不已

要向张承中致谢
让我们能了解事情背后的过程
新闻杂志都恐怕找不到的实情
看了这本书所记载的每个细节
从片场到医院，转医院，到急救
再从上海回到台北 清创，植皮和复健
阿中都描述得很详细
让读者可以把画面形容得很逼真
尤其是任爸和阿中在SOS专机第一次看你的时候
他们的反应和心情很复杂
记得在读这里的当儿
我的眼眶还有点带泪
如往胆小的你一定很痛，很害怕
就算是高壮的男生也害怕吧

吗啡换药,气喘发烧，刺痛昏睡， 皮肤撕裂
是何等的人间地狱
睡后一开眼睛，全身就得承受切肉之痛
痛到无力说话，吃东西
还要从鼻子插进喉管输入营养
似乎超越能想像的境界了
然而这些也只是前提
接下来的
还有植皮手术和复健
这一切真的让你受苦了

在书中
阿中的扶持值得一提
从第一天到现在
他都无时无刻陪在她身边
为娜娜付出了所有的爱
根本没想过这一切值不值得
常常告诉自己这些都是有意义的
有了你为娜娜加油
我相信她的坚强可以撑得更久

娜娜，你是铁一般的全民女孩
看到你平时爱蹦蹦跳跳的样子
看到你像一般女生爱美的个性
现在却如此坚强度过每个难关
如今你出院了，还要面对未来
面对外界对你的眼光和压力
记得要继续坚持下去，想想你爱的人
相信你还是可以像以往
当个快快乐乐的赛林娜公主！


P.S.：还记得10月22号那天，当获知这则晴天霹雳的消息后几乎崩溃。尝试设法去想这可能只是夸大的消息而已，毕竟报导的三度灼伤不是一般的皮肉伤，可有致命的危机。当时的我心是说不出的痛，我相信歌迷们都不例外吧。其实最想说的是，你真的给了我很大很大的鼓励和勇气。我不是白说的，其实小弟也有这样的经历。从一个爱面子，爱炫耀的男孩，瞬间被魔鬼入侵了。随后一辈子背起它的负担，要受外界的异样眼光，被人排斥，想做的事情都不能达成了。它随时会来干扰，给于痛，痒，红肿，皮肤撕裂的礼物。不能逃避，不能捥拒，也只能面对。虽然只有你所要克服的来得少千万倍，但是至少可以比其它人了解你的心情。你的乐观面对让我没有理由再逃避了，更让我要懂得看开一点，珍惜身边的人事物。这么一本书，是我生活中的推动力。
希望我们可以和魔鬼说再见，不要再来了。我相信你们的一句话，“上帝是百万中选你，肯定有他的原因，也一定是有意义的。”

感恩夜

小弟在离别故乡时总是百感交集
哪怕多罗嗦一会儿
跟你们说说有的没的

这次的病战终于宣告胜利
来侵两周的病魔要撤退了
虽然是依旧的辛苦和难恼
但是又多了一些些的感动

先说妈咪好了
每当我出事的时候
第一个会为我操劳的一定是你
看着你为我担心，难过
又为我做了很多很多的事情
多得我也不懂从那里说起了
这份恩情，可说千金也不能买吧
做你儿子是我的福气
是你，让我奋斗的动力
没有妈咪你我可是撑不得太久呢
虽然有太多说不出的感动
也没有勇气在你面前谢你
你也知道你儿子不会说话
但我想对上苍感恩
让他保佑你每天快快乐乐
保佑我快点长大孝顺你　　妈咪大人！

再来是老爸
虽然你表面上是一副‘我很忙’
在家也几乎呆在办公室里
但晚上你的一句关心
往往是我心情大好的原因
对你总是问的：为什么会这样
我都常常乱答一通
所以一样的谢你了
爸　你总是我背后的英雄
感谢你对儿子的一切

接下来要谢的
少不了身边的好友
总是问候我的状况如何
有没有比昨天来的好一些
你们就像天使一样带来很多正面的力量
让我觉得我不是孤身作战的
有你们真好
谢啦麻吉们！

最后要谢的是个特别的人
他就是全民女孩SELINA
他的坚强和耐力是无比的
让我更勇敢的面对病魔
不去管那些有的没的
更加努力去活在当下
也谢谢阿中
让我们知道事情背后的真相
经过那么煎熬的考验
你还是乐观的面对自己
让我也没理由去伤心纳闷了
谢谢你的勇敢带给我的勇敢


感恩
阿弥陀佛

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LOADED

I feel a little different these days.

Dear blog,

I sort of keeping alot of stuff to myself these days for some reason. Every night before i go to bed, i try to digest everything.

1st- i dont feel that i'm the best anymore like i did before for architecture. Well to be honest, i was an ego person, i was an idiot that think i can be someone big and try to believe i m the only one can strike. Recalling back my the semesters that i have gone thru, n to recall on how i treated my classmates and my group mates. Yea, i always talk like a superb person like nobody else, and trying hard to tell ppl im good. I tempt to convince and proof hardly to people that im the one who always correct. N indirectly, i like to backstep ppl just because i dont like that person and their working style. I AM A TERRIBLE STUDENT

2nd-Being togehter with budds that you r closed with is getting harder for me. People that i trusted, i love to be with and used to talk alot are.. different now. They seem do ot appreciate about me and made me feel bad everytime when i started to speak. They like to prove me wrong on what i did n what i said, and worse, they r treating me like a 10 years old kid that doesnt know how to do alot of stuff. I just wondering what made u budds changed that much. I think, it might be my fault that i do not seem as confident as u expect. and i feel pressured for once in a while to be with u budds. I AM A TERRIBLE FRIEND

3rd- Thinking about being the best guy to a girl is ' oooyea, u should follow your heart and treat the girl the best u can'. My situation goes abit up side down in a way that, my relationship with her is not that kind of heart to heart thing anymore. I doubt myself of being with you that close. I doubt that i can't give you security and many more that you want from me. I just dunno what should i do that could mutually beneficial for both of us. I AM A TERRIBLE GUY

4th- The future. Some of friends encouraged me to pursure and try getting an offer from overseas university and redo my architecture stuff. I was really interested and wanted to give it a try. But flashing back to work i have done. Am i qualify for these overseas education? Why dont i just finish up my degree here and then get a job here. I dont know. I know my parents wouldnt have the plan for my support on study abroad, and frankly I dont think i am capable for all this. I AM A TERRIBLE SON

Complicated mind huh. These stuff have kept in my head for few weeks.

Well, blog. Despite all these pressures and sad cases I do feel better when I started a strategy recently. I decided to speak less. I have tried in several situation. Being silent doesnt really bad after all, I started to see how people actually reacts, how people used to talk and the way they like to present themselve. I tried do not do and speak whatever I want and be calm while the anger come to me. I did successfully overcome some of the stuff. I learned the best way on solving some problems like arguements. Thats the power of being a thinker, and 'silencer'. I do discovered how some of my friend's behaviour nowadays, where last time i used to fight back, this and that leading the planted anger. I AM NOW A BETTER PERSON IN THINKING.
To share with you, i actually get this inner power while thinking about my God, the buddha's pilosophy that could actually control me for making any mistake. I will continue this and be a better thinker in a mature way. I believe I can do it.

Good night. Life is really tough and challenging

第三集 [大结局]

一段时间没与华语接触，好像生疏多了。

匆匆忙忙的又捱了一个学期
咱一半大学生涯也都过去了
这一年半所经历的点点滴滴
重重高潮谷底的读书生活
再也不是那种有读书就有A
有努力就有回报的考验了
要撑上建筑师挂号真不容易

这第三季的挑战
懂得设计是基本条件
非要与时间赛跑不得
一个头脑的速度
把堆积如山的功课干掉
尤其生死判决的五六月
一个星期得交上数作业
忙得早晚饭也只能打包
对着两电脑屏幕数小时
负上两个黑溜溜的眼袋
健康状况就跟不用说了
肥胖问题也好像明显了

虽然是那么的辛苦
那么多的埋怨
回想着
难得咱还能够撑住
是可悦的
毕竟这么考人则的科目
有人出尽心计
有人目中无人
有的还真离谱
可以当场‘撒波’别人的功课
想想以后要跟你们争饭碗
还真的够力刺激

然而四面楚歌的时候
还有很多乐于助人的朋友
值得一提的学长学姐们
他们有问必答，有求必应
谦虚又大方
还乐意抽空帮帮学弟
咱是非常的感恩
没有你们的帮忙
咱可能熬不过去了
再一次向你们致谢

啊
一半的大学生涯过的太快了
其实第三集对我来说
朋友是真的多了不少
合得来的伙伴增加了
只是说
咱的完美情人始终无影无踪
你在哪儿？
何时能让我过的不寂寞一些
等你
我会的

BIG THINGS AHEAD

SORRY GUYS!! I have been totally abandoned the blog in MAY. Although its such a meaningful month to me but i was squeezing the time for sleep!

Really to say i DONT HAVE TIME to blog and i mean it. Im taking a break in lecture room now to wait for my groupmates to come then only can tutorial. omg. in order not to waste this 1/2 hour im blogging!

Seriously, i would wanted to have more than 1 brains for this critical month, as in June. Submissions are totally cramped and exams are stepping in the busy schedule real soon. Not to mention the headache submissions eva, the 3ds max video that takes up soooo long to render n burning up my laptop n desktop! Studios have piles of preparation, Bcons finalized report, Asian Architecture videos, and literature essays, ahhh! b.science integration, what else? My hand are shaking even severe.
So..
bloggie, bless your author to pass this month smooth and stuffs are done according to plan ok? Pls pls pls :)

Well, let's briefly talks about the month of MAY

MAY, what came to my mind of cos, my birthday! I got two awesome friends, Clarisse n Felix to celebrate with me in BBQ plaza. n a surprise of cake. EHY gang in ipoh that celebrated my bday in Station 1. Also, the call from Fiishey all the way from Manchester n Turtle from Adelaide. Others will be the 200 wishes from Facebook, friends from Korea, Manipal, Singapore, UK, Melbourne, Warwick are here for me. You guys are totally awesome.
What other happenings in May? Wesak day, close frens birthday, Mommy day, Teacher day. bla bla bla. I just love MAY. But if can, please dont make me so busy next time in May. I would have better 21st birthday celebration if im not doing 3dsmax, stayed in the enclosed room for days. :(

BIG THINGS AHEAD. GOOD LUCK TO ME

A MORNING SLEEP

Hi Sunday morning! 8am is the best to sleep somehow.

Just finished some models and got some ideas on head, transforming to some awesome concepts(hopefully). Haiz, life as an archi student is just too unbalance. U can choose to sleep, but you wont. Not to mention hang out. That's always a solid pull back from these that i couldnt help from it. Life is getting busier from second to second, n at the same time quite boring. Wake up, working for subjects to subjects , work.work.work.work. and sleep. Been staying in the room for 2/3 day, plus minus eating outside n doing business in the toilet. Super-sienz. Plus the room is now equally mess with the studio at school.
LOL. Imagine that.

So well, i have chosen to live that way. I have made the decision last two years ago and i said i will concur it no matter what. Somehow, i would still complaining to you, my blog. how stressful, how busy, how meaningless, n how lonely i am during the university life. Yet I know a person that is successful in life wouldnt have complained but solve their problems. But letting go the words stucked in the brain is the best way to keep me going on the routine. Yea, release does works. should be the way that leads to my great mission of the semester.

Keep Going. N archi-mates, go go go

假期忙忙忙

四天的休息还算可以，
药物领了

妈汤喝了
可是朋友却没见到！
还蛮对不起他们
邀了喝茶看电影

一一放鸽子了

第一天还蛮好笑

自己莫名其妙睡了24小时

起来忙着跟友人道歉自己那种猪态度

说起来还觉得自己很够力

要怪就怪前几天不眠不休的日子啦

起来后已经是星期日了

而且是旁晚4点

吃早餐，喝咖啡

然后照爸说的，去了KIASU一趟

买了架新手提电脑给自己！
ASUS N53S!
谢爸的赞助

这下可方便多了
毕竟是咱的第二架手提电脑

身形大得不用说

斤两十足

要杠它还不容易

不过爱死它的‘内涵’ 了

虽然还不到i7

但仍然可以媲美一些三千以上的电脑

还有诱人的外壳，赞！

4点半早上的我

还是精神十足

可能因为接下来的一天

手应该会不停的画图

不停的做，也没预期能够早归

待会的2小时车程

希望可以包睡一番

可不想在学校遭攻击呢

哈哈

希望今天可以安然无忧的度过

皮肤啊皮肤 你要乖哦

不要惹事生非

我还要干一天活呢

再见啦 温馨的怡保

一小时后

四月在即

百忙无休

生活习惯

改良当中

身边友人

有欢同乐

桌上咖啡

何等优雅

暗疮累累

精神反复

心情纳闷

情绪无奈

来吧来吧

勇往直前！

第三集来咯

今天是量地的最后一天了
被纵用的享受也该停止了
想想这一个月来的充实度
好像并不怎么满意和理想
反而让自己太过放松自如
想达成的目标都随风而去
没有手提电脑在旁的日子
原本简单的事情也做不了
排满满的to-do列表都作废了
真扫兴啊
把所有要做的都延迟完成
在家里头
打扫、载送、打信、吃喝睡
和偶而做些小运动之外
其余的时间就是发呆
去想那些有的没的烂回忆

为什么假期就会这样
总是提不起径来
生活乏味
哥儿们又不在
喝茶也罢
哎哟
何时能摆脱这样的无趣假日
来个无敌大冒险呢
去背包畅游、打工、还是学个软技巧都好
说这么多也没用
等下一个暑假在聊吧

建筑师第三集即将上演了
本人可说是热学沸腾
期待即将来临的挑战
与上百个勇士们大战
咱印象深刻的学长们
对于你们的教诲辅导
那种战斗精神的厉害
仍然浮现脑海里
向你们学习是肯定的
然而要达到的
是像你们一样的标青
处事态度又成熟细腻
啊我的妈
现在的我可是士气暴灯

来吧第三集

明日的自己

明日的你，将会是怎样的呢?
是否有联想过

自己

其实真的非常不堪一击的

今天

可能可以高高兴兴去享受生活

明天

却可以把你打到无边谷底之下

那样反反复复
说什么人可以操控命运

其实不可能会发生的

''珍惜''之所以存在

就是要我们知道

去爱自己，爱生命

就算你有多苦

挨了爱情之苦

挨了病魔入侵

哪怕剩下虚壳

也要告诉自己

－－－人只有一生

硬着抨．看着办吧．真的要学会珍惜

身边爱你的亲人朋友

也想你活出自己吧

德，我是在努力了

尽自己所能

给这一生拼个完美的拼图

就算身体不争气

还是可以开心过生活的．

希望如此吧　:)

JANUARY? YES IT IS.

It's January. JANUARY. a new start of everything.
What kind of feeling you have for now?

'RELOCATING' will be my answer. Relocating my position in the aspect of frens, studies, and quite alot of stuff in this starting point. Can't imagine that someone that is important in my bro list is actually so fragile to stand even a fight with me. I have tried fixing our problem but seem he is not interested and try to avoid whatsoever he thought is true.
Fine. I will just wait and see what u gonna do while we r gather in group.

Crap. Seriously nothing in the world remains unchanged. changes can happened in seconds. No matter what happens, i just hope that i can stand all of them with a smile on the face, and yes, im trying hard here.

So do u guys. Have a great year ahead. Resolve urself if can!

LAST DAY OF 2010

The last day of 2010?

Let's have a resolution for the brand new year.. What you think?

New year is coming in 2hours time. I'm now inside my friends car summing up my feelings and thoughts.

Well, for 2010 the 1st thing to do is keeping myself a good diet probably? I've been living in a very unbalanced schedule and messy diet. These had became a threat for my health. Yet i got obessed. Obviously!! Thats why im limiting myself with fast food. This is an important 'first step'.

Others might be going for gym, DRINK LESS COFFEE (nvr succeed) and also improve myself in terms of personality and behaviour. No doubt i can sense the changes ever since i came into Architecture industry. Even as a student, it's stress, lonely, and sometimes hot tempered. As i becoming someone who is easily mad, and lost control in everything. So i think, it's time for me to learn how to control and right not fixing it.

Well that's my pretty simplified resolution.. haha.. anyway
HELLO 2011!


*off for celebration*